"Its Friday night, your at home, and all you can ask is where did everyone go?!"

It all has gone away, With the money, the drugs, the alcohol, the fun. Its all gone.

Everything is better with time they said, but all that has happened everything has gone down the drain. 

Back to blank

I feel like going on an adventure Tonight.
An endless drive to self discovery. Seeing it threw someone else's eyes.
Singing to the songs that my heart no longer feels.
Because I'm blank.
Back to the self defense mood.

The choices.Stay sober. Drink it up. Smoke the cigs n drive until your out of gas. I might need to run away and find myself again. It took me so long to get here. Now I'm as lost as i could possibly be.

Complaint

I complained to my boss that i needed a day off working at this place. If i worked one more day i would end the world! He replied think of all the money your making. 

I quickly became saddened and thought back to the money used to make just standing around. I need to move my butt n improve my life.