Broken dreams is what we're made of. One day we will fly high and then our wings will die.

=/ I feel like a horrible person. I don't want to be here now, I'm a fucken screw up. I fuck up everything for everyone. I wish things would go differently. But me wanting to help others just makes things worse for us. I'm sorry, But if I apologize you will destroy me even more.

I wish you would have the heart to say No to others, I will not "help" you anymore. I just seem to fuck everything up I have tried to help but no luck. I miss being a careless kid =/

how are we going to get through this

All that's guaranteed in life is Taxes and Death.

But I like to also add Debt!
We live in a time where you swipe the card.
don't see the bill,
pay the minimum payment.
3 years later after buying a 5,000 dollar TV
we wonder why we still owe so much.

The biggest mistake we can do is fall behind on our bills

fuck society

fuck the rules
fuck you

life is strange
life is simply
life is evil

life is good

where will we go when stars don't shine any more? What will we do? Will we still dream? Will we still aspire? Life is so endless in so many ways. But it begins over and over so often. Nothing is ever the same. Every breath. Every sigh. Is different.

I'M A QUITTER.
i was raised by quitters.
you become what you see.
i'm playing the victum card.
but most projects i start i quit.
my oldest brother quit college twice.
my other brother quit high school. and dont get me started on what he has failed to complete.
my mother tried to become a US citizen and failed for lack of.....
my father i belive failed to completly grasps the english language.
i was raised by quiters and i must fail to not stand out. i must lose my motivation. my insperation. lifes too complecated. ill find the easy way out. taking a job that has no heart but all it has is earge to be something else. and always searching for the time to relax. always streesing over what will come tomorrow.
no i dont want your life of example. yelling out of anger is not apart of the life i want. maybe i need a new life of example. ill grow up n be someone you didnt dream up for me. im sorry to disappoint but i have my own dreams to find.

I became a major screw up this semester. I let my emotions fog my vision. I allowed my self not to do anything productive for my self. I became so passive. I completly wish i could go back and shake my self awake. But that has passed. I can only look fwd. Hopefully after summer i have changed for the better. Hopefully i have a job. So i must become more responsible. Less passive. More motivated. Maybe I'll finally find what i need. Possibly I'll change. That is too much to ask for of just one summer. But maybe I'll finally grow up.

One more year.
One more summer.
We all say this time it'll will be different.
We will see things we have never seen.
We will do what we have never done.
We will RULE THE WORLD THIS SUMMER.


but summer is practically here.
what will we do?
the usual?
I assume, maybe this time we will conqueror.
To us we toast, to them we drink.
To you I say goodbye, to them I say hello.
What will we do for our summer?

I'm 19, and have no real hopes and dreams
I'm always dreading school.
My parents want me to find a job.
I really need the money.
I'm always broke.
I don't know what I want with my life.
I can do SOO much better but I have no motivation.
I'm the biggest hypocrite I know.
I don't care much for others.
But I'm always searching for validation.
My perfect day is staying in bed and doing nothing.
I'm a waste.
I feel like art is my future.
But I don't know what path to take.
I don't want to go to school.
It cost way to much money.
I don't want to be in dept.