Isolation. Sometimes we want that. I need that. I love to be alone. Silence is FUCKEN GOLDEN. You say i'm not reacting well. You say i'm pushing everyone away. Maybe i am. But im in a horrid situations...i need to push everyone. i need to find my feelings. because of who i am i cant cry before you. oh Anger how easy it is to feel you. You give us energy. Blank emotions are the front for every other emotion. its unknown how i feel. i'm not sorry for not letting you into my one person bubble. i dont feel like talking. i feel like dreaming. letting myself travel any where and never leaving. i dont want to speak for fear ill break. im not a talker. im an observer.