One more year.
One more summer.
We all say this time it'll will be different.
We will see things we have never seen.
We will do what we have never done.
We will RULE THE WORLD THIS SUMMER.


but summer is practically here.
what will we do?
the usual?
I assume, maybe this time we will conqueror.
To us we toast, to them we drink.
To you I say goodbye, to them I say hello.
What will we do for our summer?

I'm 19, and have no real hopes and dreams
I'm always dreading school.
My parents want me to find a job.
I really need the money.
I'm always broke.
I don't know what I want with my life.
I can do SOO much better but I have no motivation.
I'm the biggest hypocrite I know.
I don't care much for others.
But I'm always searching for validation.
My perfect day is staying in bed and doing nothing.
I'm a waste.
I feel like art is my future.
But I don't know what path to take.
I don't want to go to school.
It cost way to much money.
I don't want to be in dept.

Lotto is for dreamers

I Hope one day I'll be crazy and OLD.
but completely Zane.
My 87 year old grandma, would only wear her 10 year old {or older} glasses, when she was staring at her lotto tickets. She wanted to know how many scratchers failed her. When I feel "lucky" I go and get a scratcher, I Win a Dollar to maybe 5 bucks. Never have hit the JACKPOT yet. when i go to Disneyland and get a "tarot" card it always read "you will inherit a fortune."
I truly NOW believe I did. I Inherited my grandmother craziness AND I LOVE IT. So in her Honor I Believe in my life time I WILL win the lotto. Because I'm a dreamer just like you Abuelita. I will continue our dream. and blow my dollars away.

Rambles of my mind.

New month. New number.

But I still remember what happened a few weeks, days ago.
Its still fresh in the back of my mind.
I'll be silence and it crawls up on me.
Like the sun on the moon.
Time heals.
Time destroys.
Evey thing comes to an end.
Grim reaper please take me?
When its the Right moment in my life?
No its always tragic even when your begging for it.
When you no longer want to live, Your body shakes, for you to take your last breath and never release the air again.
Flesh color leaves your body.
Ghost white is your corpse.
They doll up your body.
That figure who lies before me is not her.
She is gone, Everything about her is not this corpse.

What was her Essences is gone.
All we have is memories.
Pictures.
Heart ache.
One day we all hope to reunite.
But, we'll see if that realm even exists.

Once upon a time we all live.
and then we all die.
the end.

I love you.
I miss you.
I'll continue my 'life' in your memory.

Happiness.
Sadness.
Madness.




Fucken awesome

Oh Childhood!

Wow... I'm watching NickToons

Ren and Stimpy are on.

Where they a gay couple??

So where they the 90's version of sponge bob? {sponge bob is a better cartoon}

OMG "i just love skinny splapping" this said by a naked male character
That earlier Ren and stimpy saw nakedly frolic toward them to skinny dip

This show and Ed, EDD and Eddy i fucken hated as a kid,

I HONESTLY think the animation bugged me!! its no nastily drawned.

BARF? Stimpy is licking a hairy man to make hair balls Cause ren is forcing. ren can sell the hair balls for a big profit.... i always knew i hated Chihuahuas xD

Yeah yeah its a fucken dark comedy.... but i love dark humor

Why the fuck dont i like it.... oh yeah cuz it sucks

stupid show

NO WONDER PEOPLE MY AGE ARE SOO STUPID

fuck you..............