Rambles of my mind.

New month. New number.

But I still remember what happened a few weeks, days ago.
Its still fresh in the back of my mind.
I'll be silence and it crawls up on me.
Like the sun on the moon.
Time heals.
Time destroys.
Evey thing comes to an end.
Grim reaper please take me?
When its the Right moment in my life?
No its always tragic even when your begging for it.
When you no longer want to live, Your body shakes, for you to take your last breath and never release the air again.
Flesh color leaves your body.
Ghost white is your corpse.
They doll up your body.
That figure who lies before me is not her.
She is gone, Everything about her is not this corpse.

What was her Essences is gone.
All we have is memories.
Pictures.
Heart ache.
One day we all hope to reunite.
But, we'll see if that realm even exists.

Once upon a time we all live.
and then we all die.
the end.

I love you.
I miss you.
I'll continue my 'life' in your memory.

Happiness.
Sadness.
Madness.




Fucken awesome