i had never had a self esteem issue to where i felt depressed about who i am. until now, high school and even middle school i didn't give a shit about who i hung out with, what clothes i wore, or even the shape of my body.

but now, that Im so close to being 20, i find myself depressed about who i see before in the mirror. where did this backwards persona emerge from? now im being like everyone else, what i worried of becoming while in high school, i have become.

a regular girl with body image issues....