adonde vaz?
what r u doing?
seem to always in this fucken circle
get out of this fucken rut
just run
escape
snap
awake
some day.

i dont get
been threw all this shit
and over this its over
whatever
oh well
like always gotta say FUCK IT
maybe tomorrow will be better
n closer to a better life

honesty
oh fuck how i would love to
but you cant handle i got in mind
it would destroy too much
and destruction is what i know best
reparation is hard to do
when all you can do is destroy


just pretend nothing was said
nothing happened
just slowly walk away
with a slightly panicked heart
raising pulse
throbbing
your not nervous
im not worried
fake
fake it til you make it


nothing makes sense of what you have read
simply because it only makes sense if you where in my head
ha i write this last section like if someone where to read this,
no one will
and im okay with that

its nice to know what races threw my head can go somewhere else besides my own mind