twenty-one

shiitttttt

my birthday is coming up in about two months.

fawk,

I'm still in the same situation with more shit making my boat sink.
awesome I'm so proud of myself! YEAH! right!?

oh and April. i had high hopes for you!
but NADA! its alllll slllooowwwwlllyyyy moving along.

wish i could blink and just be in a better place.

but then again i would miss out on this misery and not learn anything. I would be the same person i am today.
And frankly  I love myself but dislike alot of things.

My fuck it attitude is great. I love that. Its awesome cuz shit can happen and by the end i just say MEH! OH WELL! 
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