Hurt

I'm so lost.

woke up as if it was a regular day. sent the message to only to get told to get lost.

but I am lost, I dont know where im headed. Ive lost sight of any path.

Everything I had last week has disappeared. I speak of it all as a big giant joke to hide the hurt.

I get angry, but when I'm angry how quickly i come to these hurt realizations. Reality has sunk in.

This all hurts.

I need to look for a better tomorrow. but its so hard to leave my nest. its so warm. nothing can hurt me here in the little cave.

The darkness.

its feels so nice. i love it here. it hides me from the world. i no longer have to see the imperfections.

everything is so dark and beautiful. the sun it just hurts my eyes. its too bright. Too much light.

It still hurts. so know ive lost so much to gain so little.

i guess its life.

we must get hurt to learn.

how else will we learn not to do this again.

carry these physical and mental scars as the memories of days past. look at them and remember I AM BETTER THEN THIS! I CAN DO ANYTHING.

Just leave these hurt feelings in yesterdays memories. Because tomorrow I am Better. I am Stronger then yesterday!