Soon to be 23

Life you are weird.

 

Or more like I'm weird.

 

This has been a weird past few months. Whirl wind of emotions. A lot of reflection as always.

 

I hate being broke about 90% of the time. My mom, She stress me the fuck out. I can't handle living in this poverty any more. this was fun when I was 19.

 

But I'll be 23 in a month. I'm back at school. Today I decided to skip class. I am currently avoiding homework, because I left my book in my car. Its too far.

 

Oh laziness how I flirt with you. You will be the death of me. I won't die tragically. I'll die a slow boring death just like my life.

 

Wish I could stick with something and not doubt myself about it. I'm too much of a coward to actually do anything.

 

What happened to the adventures I used to crave? They died right alone side all the money I blew away. Fuck I miss money. Money is awesome. I hate being poor. I'm looking for a better paying job.

 

I dislike that minimum wage will be going up to $10 here in Cali. its like GREAT now the cost of living here will go up THAT much more! I'm bored of this life. Time to find a new adventure, I could afford. I want to move away. Or maybe fall into something new like I used to do. I guess I feel into this odd rut. I don't even know who the fuck I am now.

 

Oh 23 year old you ganna have to piece back together this mess I've left for you. Ha! lets see how well can you manage. Maybe you'll FINALLY learn money managing skills.... oh wait nope you wont do that! you can expect miracles in a life time. BAHAHA

 

fun fun fun.

 

tragic fucked up life awaits.

 

lets see how far you can go with this shitty card you dealt your self.