At least I showed up

"At least I showed up to class today"
My effort for my education is gone.
I know it, I can feel it.
I lost my motivation.
Did I ever really have a motivation?
What got me threw school in my earlier stage?
Knowing that it was all going to be over.
But it never stops, I already want to live my life how I want, I'm sick of 'the man' breathing down my throat telling me, asking me "what are you going to do with your life?!" "your only 20 whats your life plan?" "where the fuck is my result?"
I'm not a fucken scratch n sniff where u get instant results.
back off.
every day is new with the same routine.
Life is getting boring again, well at least for me, but i don't have time or MONEY for anything else.