So much damn potential but too little options. I'm twenty years old, go to school part time and work part time. I feel like I'm already hitting the wall looking for the gap to jump threw.

We go to school since the time of what 5 years old. We are thought colors, our alphabet, simple numbers. We learn silly songs its all for a reason, to simulate our brains. later we go on to grade school year after year. Middle school is the awkward stage in our life where we notice the clicks and who has boobs and who can grow two hairs on there upper lip, or for the most part that was my middle school and it all slides over to High school. Oh high school how so many adults look back and always would say "it goes by in an instant, enjoy it!" I like to think I managed to enjoy it, But i enjoyed it for the wrong reasons.
As always "your fucking up Brenda, your fucking up," was something i heard and am quite familiar with. Man that should be a catch phrase for people around me, cuz i hear it so damn often. Any ways High school, Is where i should have worked hard, pushed my self and gotten somewhere better by now. But as i am a slacker, i took the easy way, show up at school and do the bear minimum. Hey all i wanted to do was get my High School diploma, That wasnt hard to get all You honestly need to is show up

.......To be continued